Monday, August 11, 2008

Shared values of fortune-teller


There she goes again !
she said bla bla bla bla bla...

Stormy night, raining heavily out there. i sat in front of my monitor .

Was it a curse ? i'm drowning... august ends up with single ! LOL .. That's pretty shit !


I sing along the night,

I walked down the street,

The moon delighting my way,

and i'm holding on the empty bottle(KAMPAI).
emptiness nor empty.


A bunch of bees(ass-ignments) was chasing after me,

I ran and falls down,

deep into abyss(my bed),

I knew i can't be helped.

Helplessness of surface life


Hope there is one day,

Somewhere in the crystal lake(resort),

With the angel i been looking for,

Emerge of living eternity(at least 1 day PLS :)


Friday, August 1, 2008

Last Resort

I don't know when I lost it. Perhaps I don't know if i ever had it. But i had seen the Love and I do not want it. This is what i looks like from the front ! I hate to be unappreciated and there were unashamed tears in my eyes ! I'm still living for you and i've learnt what is the best for both of us. Overall, This is my last resort .

Monday, July 21, 2008

2.00 am Escort me tonight !

It been a long time since i get laid into my studies and have not much leisure time to drop my daily post . I'm blessed by YOU my LORD of Jesus. I felt that you're be with me. I'm not longer alone. I have my target , my carrier and so on. I know these are just a beginning and i have more to go through. However, i will try my very best to achieve it. I'm so impress with Kl living lifestyle, they're fast, efficient and good in everything compares to sabah . But there is 1 thing good about sabah is the slow growing and relaxing lifestyle. LOL ! i have learned from Mistake is never Final and Failure is never Fatal. As a youth of 21th century, i should dream dreams widely . Well, i'm paralyzed on my relationship... It's a barrier between it, i wish i could break it . Could it be possible for me to do it ? It's still a question !

Monday, July 7, 2008

The first day of Reborn

Here is my schedule of the day.
I went to college in the early morning by taking ride of randall's car .
I'm kinda strange with the arrangement made by the college ,
because there is no any other male student except me for july in-take.
There is 6 girls and 1 guy[ that's me ] .
After the simple explanation has been made by Ms Vicky,
i had lunch with few of them, LOL.
And now , i'm sitting right behind my monitor while typing
my daily post. I feel nothing, absolutely nothing .
I miss you badly.