Another Day 15(Full of Anger)

I am a fully committed and devoted Christian. My walk with God is good and I was not sure who to turn to about this so I randomly picked to post it out. I am a Christian and I believe strongly in the word of God. I am part of the immediate family which is Buddhist. I don't want to show any disrespect towards my parents but I do have my own beliefs. I'm so lost!! An attitude I had behaved for years, let's not pretend anymore! Several years back, after withdraw from TARC. My parents encourage me to go other places to try out. They even promised me without the need to worry about MONEY. I turned down several places and accepted the one that has been my first choice all along(recommended by randall). 10 months I kept asking them for money, it's like begging them (Mum I need couple extra bucks for fees... Eh! Can or not? ). Sometimes I have to make sure my parents are in a good mood. Otherwise, TRY HARDER NEXT TIME BUDDY! What they want to accomplish with their money because I will never get anything from them. I'm not complaining about my parents, I just don't know how to vent my anger. 1 of the reason I chose posting it here because this is a place where I vent my anger at random stuff. Hence I have no energy to be angry anymore. I've spent a quarter of my life in solving my family problems based on things I have learnt in church. They thought I have grown a lot in the last couple of years, YEAH! I learned a lot, I have grown a lot. In fact, I'm a christian... It makes no difference when it comes to my family. No matter what our troubles, I still love you Dad and Mum! (: Give me extra money pls ):

New Divide By Linkin Park

New Divide
lyricsSongwriters: Bennington, Chester Charl; Bourdon, Robert; Delson, Brad; Farrell, Dave; Hahn, Joseph; Shinoda, Mike;

I remembered black skies,
the lightning all around me
I remembered each flash as time began to blur
Like a startling sign that fate had finally found me
And your voice was all I heard that I get what I deserve

Chorus:
So give me reason to prove me wrong, to wash this memory clean
Let the floods cross the distance in your eyes
Give me reason to fill this hole, connect the space between
Let it be enough to reach the truth that lies across this new divide

There was nothing in sight but memories left abandoned
There was nowhere to hide, the ashes fell like snow
And the ground caved in between where we were standing
And your voice was all I heard that I get what I deserve

2nd Chorus:
So give me reason to prove me wrong, to wash this memory clean
Let the floods cross the distance in your eyes across this new divide

In every loss, in every lie, in every truth that you'd deny
And each regret and each goodbye was a mistake too great to hide
And your voice was all I heard that I get what I deserve

3rd chorus:
So give me reason to prove me wrong, to wash this memory clean
Let the floods cross the distance in your eyes
Give me reason to fill this hole, connect the space between
Let it be enough to reach the truth that lies across this new divide
Across this new divide, across this new divide

Another Day 14

For a healthy life, all you need is a healthy nutrition, proper exercise and a positive attitude. Haha! I have fulfilled the requirements. I woke up around 11.30am cause i thought i will begin serving this afternoon. So after had my breakfast, everything was running fine then went to check on my e-mail for double confirmation! Haha unexpectedly! Today no duty for me.. Since i got nothing to do and i have done most of the assignment, It's shopping time. (SHOP AT OU) Jocelyn and Kelvin have to leave early because they are rushing to attend the sevice. Overall was good, I bought a new pant from Topman, Shirt from ZeroHour. All day long I had been thinking that I was going to buy new pair of shoes but somehow I didn't make it cause I need to save up for the Steelseries Siberia Headset. I bought some dinner material from Jusco, like bread, Australia wagyu beef slices, Jumbo bolona, Black pepper bolona, Golden butterhead(sweet vege), and Milo with milk(NEW). Yummy!!

First Cafe Ministry Gathering 2009: Dinner at shabu shabu puchong, poolside gathering, and werewolves game

Another Day part 13

"Quiet Night Tea, For a Peaceful Night"
9am-3am Outing!!
P.R Class from 9 to 12 I wasn't paying attention for these three hours cause I'm half-awakened. Yeah! so I've decided to play some cool games instead of listening to her Lecturer. I don't Know.
After the class, Me, Soon King, and Chee Yung, we went to play billiards elsewhere. I was rushing to purchase some food and drinks right after that cause there's a SC gathering 3 to 5. During the gathering I was suppose to give a very long speech about Pros and Cons of arcade Day but somehow I cut it into a very short post. I wondered why I didn't say it contains, Perhaps I'm too nervous??? Cause clement said so ): I was shaking left to right, upside down...
After the gathering, i went to joyce's house for jamming session before i go to another gathering. Oh man! I've learnt a lot from Joyce especially Drum solo (: It was awesome haha...
Around 7pm, joyce sent me to church cause she was rushing for movie at 8pm. So I joined my friends from Church Cafe Ministry to go Puchong for dinner (: I had eaten quite a lot of food LOL... Tomorrow I've to do another 200 sit-up ): The food was nice especially the meatballs :p
Very juicy and elastic. Haha... We don't have to spend a single dollar for that super duper nice shabu shabu dinner Happy Gile!! Hmm.. Next round, we went to Josh's house to play werewolf game. Guess who's the biggest liar?? Me and victor :p Somehow we managed to make everyone believes that we're innocent LOL.. We pakat and we won.. Tired of cheating people because this game relates to Friendship, trustworthy, and skills. So I switched voluntary to another character, the narrator. basically I'm not allowed to join the game because I'm going to explain to them and guide them during the whole process of the game. It's fun to see people pointing at each other and to defend themselves that they are innocent. Abel, Josh and Karen are the "biggest Liar" LOL... OK I'm tired and i need to get more sleep. Good night! I Miss You...

Listening to Elements of Life~Tiesto