IAA 71&72

We're infected mushroom....

My Life

What you gonna do?
Kill me in my sleep?
I'm tired
Tears won't help
So I grinding with my eyes wide
looking to find
A day
Through the day
A life
For the night
A word
For a girl in school.

Dear Lord,
Take me away from the hood like a state of penitentiary.
Like i needed my Dad, but he needed a needle.
I need some meditation, so I can leave my people.
They asking "Why?" Why did John Lennon leave The Beatles?
and why every people feed off evil?
Answer my question before our life have been redeemed.
We are not the same, I am a Martian
So approach my Phantom doors with caution.
Sometimes I think about my life with my face down
Then I see you and put on that cutie* smile.
And since you helped me sell my dream, we can share together.
My life used to be empty like a glock without a round
Now my life full, like a chopper with a thousand rounds

*When life isn't the way you like it,
like it the way it is.

Tell tale Heart

Everyday the same routine.
You walk through me with the
same smiling face,
But I couldn't remember it.
The only thing I have seen,
it's your shadow..
With that, You gathered your blanket
around your elbows and ascended
the Lily-white stairs like a Bride.
How beautiful it'd be...
Outside, snow solidified itself into
graceful forms.
Now, everything seemed permanent.
Disappeared..

Rememory

Whatever I want to retain in my mind, I write it down.
You are just like wave,
I cannot control it.
But I can certainly learn to surf.
A dream-come true comes true
leave me on a pile of newspaper in the dark.
Future was a matter of keeping the past at bay.
If I got legs, I ought to use them.
I am not Blind I sit the sun closes my eyes
When I open them I see the face I lost You
Is the face that left me sees me see You and
I see the smile You smiling face is the place for me
It is the face I lost You is my face smiling at me doing it
At last a hot thing now we can join.
Allow me to explains more coherently,
that it was for you I was reaching,
but couldn't touch.